waT to write waT to write???
SmurF bLoged oN Tuesday, March 28, 2006
haiiii
im sittinG in front of the pc
thinkiNg
"waT to write wat to write"
obviouSLy as the titLe impLies dba
duH
aNyhu
i haB beeN LongiNg to uPdaTe eversiNce
the laSt time i did uPdaTe
i knOw its like just a few daYs ago
but it seeMs my heaD canT heLp but maKe Life more compLicaTed
by thiNking too muCh or of haviNg abSurd-out-of-this-worLd ideas
tHat maY or maY not haPPen
whiCh more LikeLy thaN not wiLL never haPPen unLess i do sumthiNg abouT it
ok raNdoM thouGhts
thiNgs i haVe Learned for the paSt daYs
-=not to be too nice aNymore...it does bacKfire onCe in a whiLe
-=froM the words of nanNY mcpHee...LesSon 4: ListeN
-=i haVe the beSt seT of beStfriends in the worLd
-=doNt driNk to maNy softdriNks in onE daY
-=aNd moSt impoRtaNtLy froM mouLin roUge
"the greaTest thiNg u'LL ever LeaRn is just to Love and be Loved in return"
kwento's worTh teLLing
-=aFter graD draMa=-
a hug can meaN a Lot of thiNgs
theY caN meaN i do care for you
i wiLL miss u
i do Love u
or u are a frieNd i wiLL keep
aFter the grad
everYone waS cryiNg Like heLL
i tried not to
it waS a happe evEnt
didnt waNt to ruiN it by ruiniNg my makEup...jokLats
but when tin approached me
gave me a hug
it made me feeL aLL of the thinGs that i juSt wrote up der
i whispered to her
"wag ka na maggaLit sa akiN ah"
aNd she cried even harder
and being a softharted girL that i aM
i too....cried
and that was the most sincere cry i have had for a Long time
i meaN it
caUse she meaNs a Lot to me
and i dont know if she feLt the same feeLing that i got
cause i reaLLy do care for her
i reaLLy wiLL miss her
i reaLLy do Love her
and certainLy she's a friend i shaLL 4ever keeP
no doubts der
-=waT more cuD i aSk for=-
a few days b4 the grad
i toLd my dad na wat i wanted for my grad dinner
is just steak dinner wid my famiLy
and that wud be enouGh for me
i wasnt after an engrande partee
i just wanted that,
gud food wid the peopLe i Love
they granted it
wat more cud i ask for???
-=tuMMy go boO boO=-
deM
graduation partees
last 25th
we went to 5 diff hawses
arggghhhh
yummmy
but tummy was so fuLL
start from the beginning
before nun bad3p na aku
as in sobra
alam na ni yayi kung bakit
napapaisip na nga aku na wag na pumunta eh
nakipagaway pa aku ke nanang
para maghanap ng driver
i promised kse eh na i wud provide the car
eh di un i persisted parin
so wen we had one na
we went na
1st haws kina fatima
muntik nang makipagaway sa tricycLe driver si maui
magpapasagasa na nga eh
napaiyak namin ni maui ung pamangkin timz
antsarap sa rum nya
LamiG ng fresh air
freaky nga lng kse ang view eh ricefieLd
parang sa chiLdren of the corN
2nd kina junee
naGpakita ng baby piCs junee
kamukha nya ate ko
as in
tas she sang wid matching keyboard pLaying pa
grabe....
nakakabiLib
idoL
3rd haws kina raLp
mutik na ata umiyaK kse sabi namin d kami makakapunta
ahehehehehe
hapeeng hapee sya eh nung nakita kami
grabe is the reactioN
d2 na me nagcimuLang nagaLit to a certain soMeone
wen lattan
4th kina herLyn
pero b4 going der eh
we went sa haws
paLit
ihi
tas we went to maj
andun zack
grabe ang kyut kyut
ahehehehe
tas jess eh pantasya to the max uLi kse nakita nya si heLLboy
kina herL eh nagvideoke kami
grabe
ang matagaL kong inasam
ahehehehe
kung ano ano naman kinakanta namin
kadiri pa ung nasa tube
after nun
punta kmi sa may airport dun
hehehe
para kaming stranded brats
complain ng complain
tas barry gave me a piggy back ride
gosh
puro buto talaga
tas we borrowed pedicab from the kids der
saya saya
5th kina maui
pero we made daan pa sa haws
para magrest
freshen up
tas un
went to haLftime na
nakakaaLiw
bruha si jess
bsta
bruha sya
un na un
tas we danced and sang and made trip the mics
tas aien and her sister sang
grabe
kakainggit
tas un
bsta
overaLL napurga kami ng sopdrink
tas nga paLa the next day eh kina nikki naman
kami niLa kat,jose,leica, ate at kuya jj magkakasama
-=koLidge na=-
now i'm in maniLa
going to the skuKs u passed in
grabe
daLawa na nga lng tesan ko
para d hirap decide
i tot tlaga i wud fLunk in the oder
tas i passed both naman
haiiii
bsta
di aku makapiLi
may guSto na aku
pero...
bsta
i hav to consider situations rin naman
the end
i'LL update uLi sumtym

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SmurF bLoged oN Wednesday, March 22, 2006
THE DAY I BECAME A PIMP OF MALE GIGOLOS
haiii naku
laSt mondaY
i was suPposed to do a powerpoInt for our recognition
and fiNish my year end repoRt for cbS
eh baree made kuLit
aLa ata magawa sa buhai
hahaha
so
pumunta sya sa haws
tutuLong daw
so ok lng sa akin
akaLa ko kse
susuNod kat iris and nix
tas tinawag rin nya jEp and jox
eh sina kat d nakapuNta
sina jep
hamman
soooo.....
nagamukha akong bugaw ng mga prosting lalake
grabe
note: sa lahat ng mga babae na may pagnanasa sa tatlong eto
dont worry
di ko pa siLa hinahaLay
muntik na pero i resisted
hehehe
actuaLLy
feeLing ko nga nagiging lalake me na sa araw na un eh
grabe
pinapaNood ko sa kaniLa ung maLaswa scenes ng broKeback mouNtain
muntik na ata siLa himataYin
sigaw siLa ng sigaW sa pandidiri
kse iniinis ko pa siLa eh
na wat if siLa mga un
bwhahahaha
bsta
maSaya
ewaN ko sa kaniLa
feeLing ko naboRe siLa d2 eh
d ko namaN cnabi na punta siLa
pero stiLL
tnx na riN sa coMpany
tsaka sa paGheLp powerpoiNt
THE TRUTH CAN KILL
NagtruTh or dare kami sa kLasrooM
ewan ba
aLa ata magawa
eh d suMaLi namaN kami
saT beside jeSs
inisaN kami
kse
waLa Lng
ewaN
nakakatuwa
anyhu
the truths that shocked us
baree made amiN na pinakaguSTo nya girLs sa kLass
eh sina marifer, juni at jess
tas ang pinakadaw eh si jess
kse gusto nya ung sporty humorous chuvaneL
dem....tsakit naman sa puSo
as in
buMiLis ung beat ng heart ko
ngem
binayaak lattan
aLam ko naman na ders sumthing about jessica
ung parang sa ders sumthing bout mary
grabe ang lakas ng appeaL jess....animaListic
bwahahahaha
eLie made kwento her sweet moments wid jep nung 2nd yr
grabe
bsta grabe
bsta bsta grabe
baka ayaw nyang ipaglantaran ko d2
pero bsta
sweeeeettt....huhuhuhuuhu....
nakakainggit...
hehehehe
Lauriz made kwento about a certain guy
yah the tanong was wat i wouLve asked rin eh
grabe
she cried pa
ewan ko dun
weirdo
hehehehe
jess answered na if raLph has pagaasa to her
wag ko na lagay
baka may makabasa pa
marifer made kwento ung puLot duLo ng away niLa ni shanti
grabe
ang tagaL na rin kse eh
tas sbi nya mababaw
mababaw nga kaya sayang ung friendship na cuD have been all dis yrs
si kier lng daw tlaga ang lab ni jen d
hai naku....
walang bago dun
tas dis one gave me the biggest shock
grabe
they asked jox kung cno pinakamahaLaga or impt sa kanya sa sLr
i reaLLy tot he wud say someone else
tas sbi nya nand2 daw sya...na kasaLi sa game
first na came into my mind eh kat
tas after maraming pagpiLit
at arte nya na
waLang maLisya aT waLang iLangaN
eh aku paLa un
actuaLLy part of me knew it na
kse tinititigan nya we
grabe akaLa ko magmemeLt na me
bwhahahahaha
waLa Lng
kiniLig naman aku
pero mas kiniLig pa ata siLa sa akin
anLakas tiLi niLa eh
grabe
anyhu
if u see dis jox
tnx at impt paLa aku
kahit na kanayOn ka babad3pen ken ininisen
hehehe
tenchu cLose prin mUy
impT ka rin sa akin
naks
tama na cornee na
FINALLY I REAP
weve been having grad praktises
aminado aku
nasakit nakem ko
ta haan nak nga honor
nun un
hehehe
ok na ngaun
kasalanan ko rin naman eh dba
anyhu
dey announced na the awards
finaLLy i can reap na rin my harvest
mayabang na kung mayabang
bLog ko toh
waLang pakiaLaman
got 4 awards
lidership at eLocution
uN tanggaP ko
aLam ko na dapaT Lng
hehehe
kapaL
ngem
adda pay deportment ko tsaka journaLism
nakapagtataka
pero tnx na rin
hehehehe
FAREWELL???
ewan ko
parang tanggap ko na
na kaiLangan na nGaNg magpaaLam
grad na namin bukas eh
sad to think na
hindi ko na makikita 5 days a week
mga mukha ng mga taong naging klasmeyts ko for 4 yrs
sad to think na
fareweLL na
pero magkikita parin naman dba
hinding hindi mawawala ang memories so
indi farewell
lets just say
tiLL we meet again...

------------------------------------ ------------------------------------- aNg Zoo
SmurF bLoged oN Saturday, March 18, 2006
forgot to poSt these
waLa Lng
d naman aku pumunta ng maniLa para punta ng zOO dba
so
pinaG3paN na Lng namin


we are sisTers we are friends


uYyy first tYm to see a horse....waLa nYan sa vgaN eh...hehehe


infairness....waLa Lng

un Lng

rami pa nyan ngem nasa maniLa pics


------------------------------------ ------------------------------------- I do cHeriSH u
I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much

I do


bwahahahahaha
chansiNg muLi
iniisa isa ko na SiLa
bwhahahaha
jokLatS

------------------------------------ ------------------------------------- A MOmenT Like thiS
What if I told you
it was all meant to be?
Would you believe me,
would you agree?
Its almost that feeling that we've met before
so tell me that you dont think Im crazy
when I tell your love is here and now.
A Moment like this.
Some people wait a lifetime
for a moment like this.
Some people search forever
for that one special kiss.
I cant believe its happening to me.
Some people wait a lifetime
for a moment like this.


hehehehe....nakaChaNSing naNaman aku
but stiLL
uii kiLig
.....
haiiii

------------------------------------ ------------------------------------- "series of fortunaTe eventS"
SmurF bLoged oN Thursday, March 16, 2006
as of todaY
sane na naMan aku
so much has haPpen
some boring
some fun
aLL of which turned out to be fortunate events

~becaMe the student acting student affairs chairmaN
waLa maSyado gawa
so masaya

~got new cruSh
hihihi....
he noticed pa my cLothes
said
"haLah smurf bLue na naMan"
twice na
hehehe
i know
babaw
pero kiLig

~addict na me c2
sakit ko na kse umiinom eh
so dahiL d2
umiinom na aku
uNg apPLe Lng gusto ko eh

~gLobe na aku
natetxt ko na Lage gLobe txtmates ko
kawawa naman smart ko
ubos na kse
titipid pa ako
para both may Lowd
at equaL treatment to my textmaTes

~got to pincH barry's ubet
bwahahaha
parang pwet ng babee
hehehe
was abLe to teLL him na rin
wat i think of him
na ung
him being my 4ever love
na magkaasawat anak na aku
eh d2 parin sya hart ko
him being my maLe alter ego and soulmaTe
hehehe
he took it weLL naMan
so
woHooo

~maY bago na naMan crush jess
after sarat
there was the kid wid the eyegLasses
then dreamboi
now heLLboY
dunno ba kung good thing eto or not
pero lahat ng nacrucrushan na
na crucrushan ko rin
huhuhuhuu
wats a girL to do
hehehe

~got to taLk wid jokkO
cLeared thiNgs up
good thing kse
i caN oPen up uLit about anyThing to maH cLose priN
and i caN finaLLy admit
aMinado ako
cruSh ko toh
hehehehe
at aNg best thing
maari na namaN akong humingi ng humingi ng mga pabor
bwhahahaha

~jep's bLooming
he's so happee
we dont know why
pero it's a good things para sa lahat ng girLs
wohoooo

~nababaLiw si kat
ewaN dun
dahiL kai heLLboi rin ata
good thing about this is
ako na Lng sane persOn ng aNTz
bwhahahaha

~i have gotteN cLoser wid everyOne in cLass
kahit na Last min na eh
atLeast dba
may maaLaLa siLa bout sa aKin

~inaway ko raLph
naGkabati kami
betray nya me
auS muLi
hihihi

~tin tiN is making Libre na me
owww
wait
utaNg nya paLa un
bwhahaha

~Lapit na grad
kahit d hoNor
aus lng
i know i did my besT
hehehehe
waLa na
tama na

~gotten uber cLose wid maui
appreciaTe ko tLaga sya
she reaLLy Listens
and gives greaT advices too
aNd she never makes u feeL down
happe moment tlaga
haii naku
kung aKu tLaga LaLake
maui ah
hehehehehe

~nakipaGsigawan me wid iris
gud for enhancing my vocaL ranges
para wen i'LL be singer na
bwhahahaha

~marami pa
nakakatamad na
the end
~bow~

------------------------------------ ------------------------------------- i am in LoVe
SmurF bLoged oN Wednesday, March 15, 2006
haiiii
hu wudnt
the looks
the voice
the a-ti-tude
oh meh gehd

ace youNg
yOu the maNnnnn!!!!!
sana u'LL win!!!!
u wiLL for me
no matter wat happens
sana mabasa nya toh
nyekk
asa

------------------------------------ ------------------------------------- compLicated
SmurF bLoged oN Tuesday, March 14, 2006
i Love thiS soNg
Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
And you fall
and you crawl
and you break
and you take what you get
and you turn it into honesty
and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

------------------------------------ ------------------------------------- The woRd soRRy
SmurF bLoged oN Friday, March 03, 2006
"sorry"
a simpLe word
caN easiLy be said
but not easiLy meant
aNg kwento
pichur pichur para sa CaT
feeL na feeL namin ni jess
nasa harap kami
pose pose
tas bigLang dumating sina raLph
aLam ko manGguguLo sya
so toLd him na
not to make guLo my hair
but he stiLL puLLed my....berey??? barret???
ewan
bsta
sumbrero sa CAT
so i got mad
made tampo
i know its babaw
pero
i was expecting him to say sorry agad eh
but he didnt
so namuo ung gaLit ko
to the point na i dont want to make pansin him na
tas sinasabi na niLa jess
sa kanya na magxoree na
para matapos na
pero waLa eh
dedma
exams
tanong sya ng tanong kung pano ung ibang parts
hiram sya ng hiram ng penciL ko
ako???
kahit masakit sa Loob
i stiLL did it
un ung
masakit
kahit na i dont want to heLp
parang there was sumthing inside of me
pushing to heLp him
tas anyhu
mass kanina
eh tabi kami
i was making pasagid na ah
na he'd say sorry para matapos na
i was expecting na he'd do so sa peace be with u
pero hindi parin
tas nung after nun
praktis ng cbs
kakapagod din
kahit la me ginawa
tas eh
wen i went to get my bag
maY enveLope dun
tas may Letter
the letter went like this
parts lng:
aLam ko na maY kasaLanan ako...
didnt want to say sorry na Lng bsta...
di un sincere...
di ko ginagawa ito para mapaLapit kay jess...
d ko ginagawa toh para sama me movee marathon...
d ko ginagawa ito for sumthing sumthing lng...
ginagawa ko ito para walang guLo...
basicaLLy...
sense ng letter na toh "sorry"...
sincere un...
grabe
na touch tlaga ako
kse
true friend tlaga sya
sumone u can depend on
sumone u can trust
and sumone who will never leave u...ever
kaya ako umiyak kanina nung d pa nagsosoree
hirap kse mawaLa
RaLph rabang u are a true gentleman
lalo na nung time na protect mo si kat
nung may nagstaLk sa kanya
tas nung may nagiinis kay juni
eh u showed guts and confronted him
tas nung tinabihan mo kaming girLs nung sa labas
sabay sabi "ayaw ko kse nung mga nababastos na girLs"
and now this
u taught me wat the word
"sorry"
reaLLy means
thank u
the end

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