SmurF bLoged oN Wednesday, April 19, 2006
its 1:40 am, and i cant sLeep. aM currentLy waitiNg for cSi and i thouGht "hey what the heck why not make a poSt" so here i am, making oNe. and i decided to just make oNe on soMe thoughts that have been bothering...weLL not actuaLLy bothering...err....lingering is sort of the better term...lingering my mind. so here goes.
WARNING:
do not read if u doNt want to wastE ur tym
do not read if u are mentaLLy capabLe
do not reaD if u dont want to
do not read for the sake of just reading
do not read if u expect sumthing sane
Legend:
"***": titLe of thoughT
COT: CauSe of thoUGht
FCOT: Further caUse of thought
PI: peopLe/perSon invoLved
~: thoughT expLanatioN
1. "unchanged"
COT: graduaTion
FCOT: the coNstanT naggiNg of my fuTure
PI:everYone
~i dont want anythiNg to change, i miss my kLasmeyts and the carefree highschooL Life that i used to have. i know i havent given koLidge that much of a change but sumtimes i truLy do wish dat everything wud remain unchanged
2."broKebacker"
COT:the movies brokeback mountain and ang paGdadaLaga ni maXimo oLiveros
FCOT: a transexuaL in jerry springer saying dat "gender is just sumthing between the ears but sexuaLity is between life"
PI:for those hu care
~watching does muvees made me more appreciative of them and da way they live. i'm not saying dat i do however approve of same sex relationships, its just that i think they should be given more opPortunities in life, w/o having to be judged, take queer eye for instance five gay men out to straighten out straight men. and der reaLLy good at it, basta ung tipong dey can heLp peoPLe, waLa Lng just a thoUght
3."choice"
COT:when rico said na pagiisipan pa nya kung liligawan nya si roxane.she said "i do not want to be just a choice"
FCOT: the movee just friends , ek ek ek ek ek ek ek
PI: me and my brain
~if ever i wer in a situation like this. i wouLd have to say the same thing. in faLLing in Love you dont have to think about it.waiting for wat ever the fyutur holds is noder way of saying "my feeLings are not yet sure" and besides in love the line "its now or never" implies better than"its worth the wait" its weird dba,imagine all the time you couLd have spent togeder if u couLd have just admited it.I just finished the movee just friends kanina...and i didnt quite like the ending.i was waiting for one of them to atleast say sumthing that would make it worth the wait. pero der was none. hai naku...ayaw ko ganito love life ko. i'm not a choice
4."sibLings"
COT: Nung binagSakan ako ng fune ni ate. di ako kinakauSap kuya
FCOT: yesterdaY
PI: me ate and kuya
~isnt it funny, no matter how ur sibLings irritate, annOy and cause you headaches and such, u stiLL feeL safe and protected wen they are around. grabe. in da afternOOn me,kuya and uno wer left sa haws. nuNg nagutOm sya. pinaGbayad ba naMan nya ako ng fud.pEro ok lng.bonding nman kami eh.tas nung midnyt naman nun nagutOm si ate kumain kami ng oatmeaL na parang laway na ewan.ok lng bonding namin eh.shucks my famiLy is so pG,bound by food.
dami pa perO tinatAmad na ako bwahahaha un lng
WARNING:
do not read if u doNt want to wastE ur tym
do not read if u are mentaLLy capabLe
do not reaD if u dont want to
do not read for the sake of just reading
do not read if u expect sumthing sane
Legend:
"***": titLe of thoughT
COT: CauSe of thoUGht
FCOT: Further caUse of thought
PI: peopLe/perSon invoLved
~: thoughT expLanatioN
1. "unchanged"
COT: graduaTion
FCOT: the coNstanT naggiNg of my fuTure
PI:everYone
~i dont want anythiNg to change, i miss my kLasmeyts and the carefree highschooL Life that i used to have. i know i havent given koLidge that much of a change but sumtimes i truLy do wish dat everything wud remain unchanged
2."broKebacker"
COT:the movies brokeback mountain and ang paGdadaLaga ni maXimo oLiveros
FCOT: a transexuaL in jerry springer saying dat "gender is just sumthing between the ears but sexuaLity is between life"
PI:for those hu care
~watching does muvees made me more appreciative of them and da way they live. i'm not saying dat i do however approve of same sex relationships, its just that i think they should be given more opPortunities in life, w/o having to be judged, take queer eye for instance five gay men out to straighten out straight men. and der reaLLy good at it, basta ung tipong dey can heLp peoPLe, waLa Lng just a thoUght
3."choice"
COT:when rico said na pagiisipan pa nya kung liligawan nya si roxane.she said "i do not want to be just a choice"
FCOT: the movee just friends , ek ek ek ek ek ek ek
PI: me and my brain
~if ever i wer in a situation like this. i wouLd have to say the same thing. in faLLing in Love you dont have to think about it.waiting for wat ever the fyutur holds is noder way of saying "my feeLings are not yet sure" and besides in love the line "its now or never" implies better than"its worth the wait" its weird dba,imagine all the time you couLd have spent togeder if u couLd have just admited it.I just finished the movee just friends kanina...and i didnt quite like the ending.i was waiting for one of them to atleast say sumthing that would make it worth the wait. pero der was none. hai naku...ayaw ko ganito love life ko. i'm not a choice
4."sibLings"
COT: Nung binagSakan ako ng fune ni ate. di ako kinakauSap kuya
FCOT: yesterdaY
PI: me ate and kuya
~isnt it funny, no matter how ur sibLings irritate, annOy and cause you headaches and such, u stiLL feeL safe and protected wen they are around. grabe. in da afternOOn me,kuya and uno wer left sa haws. nuNg nagutOm sya. pinaGbayad ba naMan nya ako ng fud.pEro ok lng.bonding nman kami eh.tas nung midnyt naman nun nagutOm si ate kumain kami ng oatmeaL na parang laway na ewan.ok lng bonding namin eh.shucks my famiLy is so pG,bound by food.
dami pa perO tinatAmad na ako bwahahaha un lng
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